Saturday, November 25, 2000

liebling ^_^

thanks for the card - it boosted me up a little *g* for a day like today has been - that's a major feat, thank you *kieren embraces tricia*

kieren needs tricia and blankety-sweet dreams tonight...

kieren's been very bad today but he's sorry

teu. sempre.
meu amor ^_^

i napped. weird dreams, maybe it's the nagover of the legal chemicals of yesterday...

let's not be fucked up on weekends, please - let's still be hugging or at least gazing in adoration from the other side of the room
*kisses tricia*

i've gone way under. too deep for you to reach. but i'm not being there for you today as i promised i'd always be

it's drying me up inside. it's making my self esteem go fuck. it's messing with everything

i only know i still love you as much and always will

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
liebling ^_^

hmm... good night's rest was so restful. *cheeky g* - how was it for you?

already did 3 stupid things this morning:
-- posted to QAFfic
-- posted to QAFfic
-- admitted to having written Sentinel slash (and finding Blair cuter than all folkers delivered naked and bound to my door step.) must be a long curly hair thing - i've seen photos of him now (year 2000) - shocking! just wavy and kind of short but not too short...

»»»babble-ramble warning«««

okay, i stand warned, sorry. never watched star wars at all, except return of the jedi on a harrison ford retrospective in 1993. i know, the film was about 10 years then... don't like remote violence or wanton destruction. don't like escapism A LA AMERICAINE! not shouting, just making another one of my points, like I LOVE YOU {{{{{{{{{{{{TRICIA}}}}}}}}}}}} only i love you and {{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}} look better in my eyes...

te amo tanto,
sempre teu

Friday, November 24, 2000

hiya! *kieren envelops tricia in a mixture of hugs, caresses and kisses and only settles down when she sits in his lap cuddling him*

let's darth-it-all! yay!... i'm actually dog-tired today, missed bus connections, got soaking wet... i'll have early noodles and early blankety. i might read some more of The Pillow Book if you don't come to snuggle with me... hope you're not as demanding with your lover as she was with hers *g*

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto e para sempre
teu.
recued? *gggg* i think i meant rescued. i'm hopeless when i have this big nap to look forward to. not that it needs to be big, just makes me feel... thrilled! now am i odd or am i odd?

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

kieren's a bit bizarre
but now he's yours, so manage him *g*
teu, sempre *kisses tricia to emphasize the 'sempre' bit*
liebling! ^_^

a nap together, a cuddly, snuggle nap together? i know this is going to sound odd but it feels so special already *kieren teases tricia with small nibble-kisses at her lips* maybe we could just rest of course . oh and caress&cuddle in our sleep, right?

you poor baby, no German and no French *eg* though if you had to stay in school all the same it was a bummer.
come here... {{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

i've recued you from solitude on qaffic, by the way. i'm darth vlad (darth_vlad@myself.com) hope you realize i'm robbing you blind (of ideas&identities, i mean...). but i'm a good boy who's only naughty on command from you, so i hope that makes up for my other failings... *g*

te amo tantissimo
teu, tuo, dein, ton, yours
tricia, liebling ^_^

*yawn* *kisses tricia gently* bet you think i'm home... am not. slept about 4 hours and am now yawning over the computer. strange aftertaste of yesterday. in my mind, i mean - don't know what to feel about it, so i'll turn to the Greater Feeling: i love you! bet you didn't think i was going to say it... ich liebe dich!

hey, baby - one favour that won't cost you more than 30 seconds(well...) - update your wish list for Christmas, yes? the other CD i wanted to share is unavailable and i still want to spoil you because you're unspoilable. i make like *so* much sense after sleeping four hours...

have i told you there's no one above you? i think i've told you i love you... eu te amo!

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto!
teu

Thursday, November 23, 2000

tricia, my love ^_^

*sneaks under blankent and kisses tricia goodnight* you were right, you gave me strength, dad just wanted to talk, to enjoy himself. no major news. you were very wise, you are *noses-rubbing, snuggling & instant falling asleep* so tired, so late...

love you {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto.
teu.

PS - i'll try to find something azure online, and yeah, i like 'darth vlad'. i didn't even ask if it was alright by you, though... *bows head and kisses tricia's hand, wrist arm, shoulder, neck* *sweet dreams, my love!*
tricia, liebling ^_^

finally Art i know (Artist by name? well now i know that, too) thanks for sharing, and i found azure to be just as nice as cyan *g*

father's here. so far, so good. wish me luck. i've been listening to your voice, though mine are very shrill and rude, trying to drown yours. they didn't though *kisses* *hugs*
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
i'm not leaving you alone, i'll come back as 'darth vlad'. writing? i can't...
i'll never leave you alone, baby, never

te amo tanto.
teu.
tricia, meu amor, carissima mia ^_^

okay, i got a title now, thanks *hugs tricia tighter than usual, kisses her more urgently than usual*

what say you *g* i give up QAFfic and write original slash? i reckon i've about 50 fics and fic-ettes in QAF. maybe 10% are worth reading (except when one's blinded by love, i know ^_~)

i'm more grateful/loving you more than mere words can say, but since all i have are words (did i ever tell you how brilliant "words are my power" is? - i'm more partial to the new layout, but still...) *kisses tricia again but very gently, going down to her chin, down her neck and around and staying there awhile, breath suspended* ... as i was saying, since all i have are words thanks for not judging me or being angry...

my father. what a subject... you're not prying. i want you to know. he's a Lt.Col. in the Army, about to retire(next year). i never really got along with him. i thought after my mummy died i wouldn't live. seeing as i did, i thought he'd be better re-marrying. to my surprise he seems to genuinely be the sad widower, so i feel i owe him, to be there for him (also because he helps me finantially, but i didn't ask him to and don't talk about it). the thing is, they were a mis-matched couple. Mum taught english to 16-18 y.olds and Initiation to German Language and Culture...dearie me. she had a voice like judy collins, joni mitchell - thereabouts. was a flower child, took a year after uni to travel through Europe. Her mum died when she was 21, she changed into a beatnick. she wrote and published poetry. she like all sorts of books and music that were censored. then she married my father, who likes his job, beer, eating, football.
so now he comes and asks me out to dinner and a musical . i feel something bad coming because i'm silly, or feel guilty, or something...

didn't explain things brilliantly, oh well...

oh yes, baby - there'll be more songs... you inspire me *kieren asks tricia to run her fingers through his yet non-blue hair* you give me strength, my love *kiss*

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
ich liebe dich jetzt und für immer
te amo tanto.
teu.

PS - am transferring my site to http://go.to/kieren. maybe on the Christmas holidays you could help me give it a less 'white' look? I love cyan written against dark blue. is it too kitsch? corny?
tricia, liebling ^_^

lunchtime was later today. i won't go into details about the possible choices (we always have 3 options "normal", v.g. and diet - i hate the labels but usually "normal" is the only edible one) suffice it to say ostrich filets not so bad. tastes like cow *g*

out of the blue - do 'set alight' and 'sattelite' sound exactly alike? if they do i might have a 'clever' title for a short fic...

i've been posting crap to the list, it really fucks me up that i can no longer write QAF 'in character'. so what do i do? i try to pretend i'm a 50-something lonely woman. am i a genius or what? (be gentle and don't answer)

i think i'm trying to re-live my mostly boring youth while i still qualify as young. seriously flirted with the idea of dying my hair dark blue. i blame it on Japan (no, it's me, i'm mad and easily suggestionable if you happen to be my love - and you are, and it's not a matter of 'happening to be...' i think it's *meant* to be)

i'm writing you to ask forgiveness, no one else would forgive me, i'm not sure you would, i think so, i know you love me, but still...
OK, speaking clearly: my father's coming has freaked me out. rather than SI he might see/suspect, i'm full of tranqs he may or may not spot. valium's harmless was my mantra for years. today it seemed like that, too... i kept thinking i was letting you down, i kept thinking "because we love each other, i won't pollute or taint or stain love with this shit..." but i did. please don't be mad at me, or be mad today but try to understand and forgive me as soon as you can - can't live with you mad at me.

sorry to place this burden on your day. whatever you do don't let me drag you down. keep smiling. be happy for tomorrow when all of this will have passed...

song for tricia #2

for the heights you've taken me
and for holding my hand when i slipped
i want to build you a land just for us two

for the love you always showed me
and for kissing my tears dry
i'd like to make us many homes
within many worlds

and dream our dreams together
and rely on the only Truth: Us

teu kieren

i know - very silly
{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
sorry
ich liebe dich jetzt und für immer...unendlich
te amo tanto. sem fim
teu
bom dia, my love ^_^

here i am, not late, all fresh, set to go and slightly intrigued by having received a call from my father. he's coming to Lisbon today, wants to take me out to dinner and a musical. i don't know about real life, but in books this always means he's going to tell me he's terminally ill. or maybe not. the musical kind of puzzles me - not the venue to take your son to and then let him have 'that' sort of news. maybe he's just being nice, maybe he's softening/mellowing with age, right? ^ ^ ' ' ' oh god.

well, other than that i think i may have sneezed-snored a bit about 5 AM MET, hope i didn't wake you up. i checked to see if you seemed peacefully asleep and you did ^_^ *yes, kieren did kiss tricia's eyelids, but she's used to that, she wouldn't wake up...* *g* *yes kieren kissed tricia each time he awoke, but that was only 3 times 'coz he was really thirsty and went in search of water and he tucked tricia in so snuggly she scarcely missed him, although she snuggled up to him each time he came back like she was missing him in her dreams*

am i rambling on? see? that's why i should always be late in the morning, to spare you all this crazy stuff...

oh well, i'll go now - looking forward to go higher & higher with you... {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

ich liebe dich
te amo. teu para sempre

Wednesday, November 22, 2000

sweet dreams my love ^_^ *snuggles to tricia under their blanket*

no more bitches and fishes(can't stand fish)
i love pasta, i love books, writing, music, films, vodka, london, snow, blue, TRICIA above anything!!! *sorry my love, let me just whisper that last bit in your ear and trace it in your heart and kiss you and... sleep... happy as happy as never before*

te amo tanto. when you're all universitiarised and independant do you mind that there's still me needing you? i don't want to weigh you down, be in the way of your potential, i love you too much for that - so always be like you are - truthful, so i can know

love you, love you, love you, want you in my arms, am crying like a baby, need you {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
douces rêves ...
te amo tanto. teu.
my multi-talented love *kieren kisses tricia's toes* *teasingly...* ^_^ would you really allow this humble servant to share your bathtub? *kieren starts looking a little less humble, a little more mysterious* i could still be very useful...we could be very happy together in a bathtub, oh yes *goes slightly wild and smothers tricia in delicate and not-so delicate kisses*

you speak passionately of Malta. you speak passionately of your dreams. trace them back, recover them, find new ones. there's someone there to give you strength now, or whatever you need. i love you so very much {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
let's learn Japanese together, let me be the man behinf the great Archeologist, Photographer, Journalist... you have so much within you, you're so gifted. you *will* be someone. are you really listening? i'm very suspect to talk, you're already the greatest *Someone* in my life, but you know what i'm rambling on about... *g*

my kingdom for a scanner! *gg*

mushrooms are very highly regarded in Japan, aren't they? or am i thinking France? speaking of which, i don't like you brooding on french-disasters past. please? for me? for a ggod night's rest underneath the same blanket? hmmm... it's the highpoint of my day. talking to my love, sharing blankety snuggles-hugs-cuddles-kisses with my love...

love you, love {{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
te amo tanto.
teu.
PPS ^_^

i'm having a modest mushroom omelette - feel free to frown

love you
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
teu.
wow! ^_^

i can't even start with "...you have the makings of a photographer" - you obviously are a good one already. I agree about the house, i love the balconies from that angle (hmm...good thing i don't have to climb one to reach you, tho).tThe light is simply magnificent. i wonder if the houses are of limestone or sandstone, they look so in tune with the place. the one with the arcaded square put me in mind of my hometown, plenty of arcaded squares, and similar window-shutters(what do you call them. we call them 'venezian blinds', for some reason...not because the english do, of course *g*). one short answer was what you wanted : yes you have talent to become a photographer, and then some more *kisses tricia's hand, as you do with superior people you love and have the grace to let you tag along*

i did get your e-cards, did i forget to say? (slaps own forehead in disbelief). they were beautiful and well-aimed (at my eyes-soul, right?)

you caught the beauty of that house superbly *kisses tricia's neck* *considers becoming tricia's bath attendant, to wait on her, rub her back, massage her, pour water over her hair* *may i?*

must get that scanner and show you what it's like to have the right light, the right place and the wrong guy behind the lenses...

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

te amo. teu. *cuddle-hug*

PS - i've missed you more today...must have been during German... or PE... or all the time...
g'd'afternoon my love! *kieren kisses tricia passionately* these wednesdays are sooo long without you. hope you're home already, having a quick chockie or a long bubblebath or a hot steaming shower or whatever... *kieren could be a part of any of these scenarios, if allowed*

it's been an exhausting day (here). how about your day? full of snow and games or locked up in school studying useful things(from my point of view) like Latin or French.

talk more when i've eaten some. i'm living almost in MET...*g*

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
te amo tanto.
teu
g'morning my love! *kiss*

got all your lovely cards. beautiful, in fact. going to start looking for manga here. i seem to recall Virgin or FNAC or HMV or VC have a huge basement selection. hope it's the first i aim for, otherwise temptation will (once again) leave me broke and grinning...

have the best day possible. at least it's indoors. it's pouring here today. lights on needed even to find my way to the kitchen. i'm hoping for full darkness at noon. (grumbles) thankfully i'm in love with tricia *kieren hugs-snuggles-cuddles-kisses-holds tricia*

must run (what do you mean am i late again? *ggg*) i am, actually...

te amo. teu. *cuddles* ^_^ *nose-rubbing* *kissies*

Tuesday, November 21, 2000

tricia, liebling,

i was so happy to see i didn't embarrass myself toooo much... *kisses tricia*

does it help or hinder that i love irish folk music too? *g* loved all my mangacards. see' you make me love things i had barely paid attention to before

and then there was a picture of my red-hair (like Katharine Hepburn...) love in Malta and she was so beautiful she probably wouldn't believe it from me so i'm using the 3rd person *kieren kisses tricia and asks her to tell herself she's beautiful* you know, most people beautiful inside tend to let that beauty shine out - you're no exception *hug-snuggles-cuddles tricia*

do you like Chopin's Nocturnes? just asking...

love you, love our tastes, love our blanket, love you more tho {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto. teu
für tricia ^_^

reaching the highest peak
purposeless in the pitch dark of night
when thoughts fly to lands of melting ice

defeating the dangerous creek
imagining yourself blessed with might
still dreams fly away to lands of melting ice

surrounded by the self who is weak
but a strength pulls you that you can't fight
to a land of dreams and thought and melting ice

find love there
your body-warmth to work wonders there
your other self to find love, eternal, forever, right there

dein kieren
tricia, liebling ^_^

it's been done before and reached heights of Beauty and Wisdom, but...

i feel like sharing with you - of all things - musicians/performers/singers/actors that have touched me... (§) means i've got to see him/her/them live

in no particular order
>Lillian Gish >Janis Joplin >Sarah Vaughan >Robbie Williams(§)
>Greta Garbo >Bessie Smith >Sandy Denny >Edith Piaf
>Katharine Hepburn >June Tabor >Madredeus(§) >The Beatles
>Conrad Veidt >Elis Regina >Blur(§) >Skunk Anansie
>Montgomery Clift >Hanna Schygulla(§) >Lia Gama(§) >Thomas D.
>our Ewan ^_^ >Lotte Lenja >K's Choice >Silence 4
>Fernanda Montenegro(§) >Ute Lemper >Portishead >Marianne Faithfull
>Craig Kelly/Aidan Gillen >Marisa Monte(§) >Travis

oh yep. i'm as odd & eccentric as they come...

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

te amo.
teu
meu amor ^_^

*kisses tricia 'ardently'*

another test, another pass. i think that's a good thing, isn't it?

ooh i remember S-bahns & U-bahns in München. Bim sounds cuddlier.

speaking of all things cuddly, feel free to ignore my ramblings earlier on - did i say 24 hours apart? i'm coping with 12 hours apart badly enough... *kisses tricia again only more bits of her*

i think the film left me in a sad-but-high mood (i express myself badly) (again...)

*kieren feels happiest man alive when tricia snuggles to him & hugs him & kisses him* *i'd love us to stay like this if not forever, for most of the time...*

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

te amo tanto. teu
song for my love

setting sail for the mountains
always in search of the star
that sets beyond this land

always in search of shelter
some harbour from the storm
some cotton from reality

no need for departure now
for i have found you upon this shore
and no matter what harbours
or candyfloss
claim to do for me
you're the only matter in my universe
the universe of all my being
and all of me
loves you more

each cell, each word
each painting on my mind
tells me that it's time to find
a different expression to convey
love
and love for you
and so much more for you

kieren para tricia - nov.21.2000

sorry... *kieren kisses tricia and apologizes for the inepcy of his words*
tricia, baby ^_^ *kisses tricia*

guess what i had on my real mailbox? 'Knockin' On Heaven's Door'. it took 2 weeks to arrive. i'm dying to see it. it's undubbed and un-subtitled, so i've decided to watch it as it was made. as i will probably love it or loathe it, i know i will *just* have to see it a 2nd time. dictionary in hand, quite possibly... i'm still getting a kick out of watching all of my DVDs that have German somewhere in them *g*

must dash, i'm supposed to be coffeeing up and munching down a sandwich
{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto!
teu

Monday, November 20, 2000

liebling! ^_^

my poor baby, all those nasty spiders really do something to you *kieren lectures any remaining spiders on the physical dangers for themselves in case they keep popping up in his love's life or dreams. spiders look properly ashamed and crawl back to wherever they live* *kieren not-chastely kisses tricia good morning* hmm... bet you're already in school. i'll be with you in spirit. beware of cinnamon scents! *g*

Underground here is about 4 lines, 30 miles, 50 stations, it's the only thing that works properly. Buses? 200. Like snails. Do your lorries mean our Trams? we have the SF kind(Cablecars) and the sleek longer modern ones (made by Siemens) like in Strasbourg and in Hamburg, and doesn't Wien-Vienna also have some of these modern long ones?. we also have ferries across the Tagus(a bit like NY's from Staten Island to Manhattan). airport is called Lisboa-Portela, because there's a new one to be built(2005-2010), Lisboa-Ota. gripping stuff. my hometown's way cooler. we only have a small network of non-poluent(they work on biogas)mini-buses. all the city within the medieval walls strongly discourages cars. most parts of it are for pedestrians only. did i mention it has only 50,000 habitants and a purely recreational local airport?. did i mention Greater Lisbon has over 3 million and they're getting on my nerves?

*kisses, hugs, snuggles to tricia* my terrible memory seems to tell me tomorrow is the longest schoolday of the week, so i'm guessing today is not... *more kisses* {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
seeya!
te amo tanto
teu
tricia, baby

okay, i admit the migraine one wasn't too persuading(i wouldn't buy it either, if the migraine was on my head...) *still kisses tricia's frontal, occipital and ? lobes* (i'm hopeless at locating bones)

here 1 layer might do. it's 10ºC right now in Lisbon (-2ºC in the stars... - the mountains, i mean)

my birthplace suffers from excellent public transport/total lack of facilities for parking cars. i kinda like it like that, because here in Lisbon both things are dismal (except blessed Underground)

*under the blanket with tricia* *whispers in her ear the silliest love-words ever* i love our nights together. i want to meet our blankets when i visit, they'll be of great sentimental value, at least for me... *risks a little nose-rubbing* *feels in 7th heaven with tricia snuggling close to him* *more kisses* i could get used to this....

ich liebe dich
te amo tanto
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

teu para sempre *oh yeah, baby - we're the best!*

my love ^_^

how about eastern breathing techniques? how about loving arms around you, not to restrain you but to set you free?
how about the 2 of us dressed in 7 layers of clothing running madly through the streets but hand in hand?

you just try to see the migraine as the price to pay for being happy
you just try to see the big bad driving test as the barrier that would stop you showing me around...

if nothing works, have a restful night with me under *our* blanket
and remember that being alive, happy, and damned good at French & German and painting/drawing and an excellent lover - they all matter a little more...

*snuggles to tricia* *kisses tricia* *tricia snuggles to him*
now let's repeat this until it feels like you've RAN & RAN in your mind. exercise is a very calming influence (i'm told)

te amo tanto {{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
para sempre teu / if i was there i'd just probably panic for your tomorrow - we're very odd people, we're the best!
dein
tricia, baby ^_~

dear me, not lunchbreak yet, but no one seemed bothered so i have a little extra time *takes tricia in his arms and tries to turn her&himself into something he can still kiss, snuggle to and cuddle - only without people around him seeing tricia or people around tricia seeing him*. i love being a naughty, madly in love geist...

baby ich liebe dich
baby, eu te amo
amor, i love you
bella, io ti amo, ti voglio più bene che mai e sono tutto per te, per sempre...
tuo, dein, teu, yours, ton, dein
bom dia, liebling ^_^

i'm almost late, but i had some kisses and snuggles to deal with and reciprocate *starts kissing tricia's neck and earlobes and with his fingertips paints his name erratically on tricia's lips* *people around tricia only notice blush, licking of lips and giggling*

dying for lunchbreak (if i get any today - i've been a bad boy and overslept - it's the blankets, they have your scent...let's keep the blankets!)

love you {{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}
teu para sempre

Sunday, November 19, 2000

tricia, liebling, meu doce ^_^

glad to have blogger working again (knock on wood)

*embraces tricia, starts nibbling her lips before and aftere the kiss itself* look! no cinnamon! maybe tricia loves kieren after all. I know you do. *g* how do i know? no idea, it's more of a strong feeling

i like the idea of having 'Fire' written on my back - of course it's the thought that counts.

i bet they were in awe of you at those past balls*g* - maybe you were being anti-males in general. but i want to dance with you. soon

of course i'm spoiling you rotten. it's the first chance in my life i get to do it, being the first time love's hit me really bad-good.

long-lasting cold? luckily you have your own source of heat and home-recipes...
*kieren and tricia snuggled under blankentland* take all of the body-warmth you need from me, baby...
it gives me pleasure to make you more comfortable *kisses tricia*

ich liebe dich, io ti amo, i love you
eu te amo tanto {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
para sempre teu
love of my life ^_^, can you believe blogger hasn't let me in for 3 excruciating hours?...

now that we know who's who on the mad QAFworld, let's shift to *us* *miscievous green* *kieren tries to kiss tricia without nibbling on her lips just a little bit - but he can't* baby, what do you do that drives me wild?

*kieren is dying to know what japanese signs on his back mean*

now that i've seen your photo at Christmas past(i sound like Charles Dickens*g*) i think you're beautiful. of course, now you're even more beautiful - but when we meet on the flesh (i just mean face to face *eg*) i will just go weak at the knees, babble a lot, and maybe even blush - please remember that underneath my shy slightly overweight 1.71 m high self is still good old me who's so completely in love with you... i just knew you couldn't just be beautiful inside and witty and intelligent and of similar tastes to mine - you had to be the belle of the ball, too. maybe i should wear a frog costume and let you kiss me back to human form?

totally aside - i find a local (portuguese) couple of CDs you might like. do you hate receiving surprises? i'm not trying to get you to see the light, i just like them and wanted a second opinion, which happens to be the opinion i value most... *shy little kisses covering tricia's neck all around - progressively less shy...* *g*

how dare the cold still be there? two weeks? my poor baby! i'll share blankets, aspirin and my grandma's hot milk, a spoonful of brandy, two of honey and lemon sprinkle recipe...

te amo tanto! ich liebe dich. i love you *snuggles*
teu.
well... i'm the Vince that lives @OhMyGod.co.uk. that's it. I'm sure Neil is Stuart. have no idea who Mrs.Jones is. And there's someone calling themselves Vince now... did that enlighten you? *g* and OMG, there's so much newFic. newHugeFic. and good, too.
i think i'll just blog(ger) happily away *kieren envelops tricia in love and carries her to bed in mid-afternoon* where's our blanket? oh, right.

3 from the same IP sounds kind of Neil to me. I bet he's 1 stu, 1 vince and 1 Doctor's fan...

totally took your health for granted. am i right in thinking your cold is no more?

*kieren winks at tricia and starts baring his back* aren't you pleased with me today? *shy g*

*viele küssen*
te amo tanto!
teu
thanks for lovely card

& thanks for first glimpse of how beautiful inside makes for beautiful outside

you were the most adorable huggable 3 year-old i've ever seen, and i'm being objective

oh and sorry for any mispellings on previous entries. i was totally focused on you, baby
*kieren swirls tricia in his arms and they land on soft furnishings kissing deeply*
just checking if i love you more each passing day... i do!!!

te amo
teu para sempre
tricia, baby ^_^

i'm so damned insecure... i should know you & i are still on a natural high of Love. i don't mind you having lots of friends, male, female, kittens, horses, relatives... i just god a bit sad because of me, it wasn't you. i just wished i could've been there and envied everyone else that actually was. now that we cuddled and shared blankety-sleep i realize i was being self-piteous and plain selfish

*kieren kisses tricia's eyelids* i love you, forgive my insecurities, if i hurt you, i didn't mean to. i'll kick myself for being insanely jealous . feel free to add any punishment you see fit ... except Silence. can't take the silent treatment coming from you... {{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

totally unrelated: how goes our ensemble writing? this particular QAFfic aside, i love the idea of writing with you 'Un Roman à Quatre Mains"... *kisses tricia's forehead, snuggles to her neck/chin and just lies there, liberally covering her in lil'kisses.

ich liebe dich jetzt und für immer
viele küssen - muitos beijos
te amo tanto & para sempre
teu
mornin' my love ^_^

*kieren locks himself in the bathroom with lots of bubblebath thingies to make his skin edible and force tricia to write some more on him...* *he also takes in some cinnamon-flavored toothpaste 'coz he's naughty* *kieren hops back to tricia's side and start kissing her neck and teasing her lips* hiya, baby - it's me, freshly scrubbed & ready to be eaten or written or anything... *tricia yawns, opens one eye at a time and vaguely seems to notice an eager puppy smelling of lemon and cinnamon - she reaches out her hand and runs it through kieren's hair saying "good boy. stay."* kieren stays and lets tricia sleep awhile longer. he watches over her and guards the bedroom's entrance against one and all.

hope you've had a restful night... i don't mind sharing you, but 5 friends? how many male ones? *kieren looks just like a cute sad puppy that's been kicked while he waits for the answer*

now for a bit of reality: i'm in LOVE WITH YA! i'm HAPPY COZ OF YOU YOU YOU!... (it's not shouting, it's just a vehement way of letting you know you're the most special human being in the universe ! ...)

te amo tanto
teu