Saturday, December 16, 2000


hiya *kiss* ^_^

me just about to go offline, missed you much *sniff-sob* *tricia takes pity on kieren and gives him a niicce cuddly snuggle-hug* *purr* *kieren kisses tricia and melts in her embrace*

love you! *kiss* *kiss*

i suspect there's a cold after me, so i'm taking no chances: 2 aspirins, hot milk/honey/brandy mix, good book in german, Nine Inch Nails MP3s of Broken + Marianne Faithfull's infamous 'Broken English' album. it's dark, eerie, gothic, from 1979 and dozens of 'fuck' 'cock' and similar words. it was Nº1 in Ireland. thinking back on Stuart's speech i totally understand it *naughty grin*. i love "Witches' Song" and "Brain Drain", but "Why D'Ya Do It" (The Cocksucking Assfucking remix) is much funnier... ^-^

okay, kieren used rude words - tricia can punish him with ticklish actions, but may i please go to blankie now and make it comfy and warm for us? i'll open the window, and throw my inhibitions and t-shirt out, fair enough? ;)

wo ai ni.
ai shiteru.
ich liebe dich.
te amo tanto

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

sempre teu.

hiya *kiss* ^_^

me just about to go offline, missed you much *sniff-sob* *tricia takes pity on kieren and gives him a niicce cuddly snuggle-hug* *purr* *kieren kisses tricia and melts in her embrace*

love you! *kiss* *kiss*

i suspect there's a cold after me, so i'm taking no chances: 2 aspirins, hot milk/honey/brandy mix, good book in german, Nine Inch Nails MP3s of Broken + Marianne Faithfull's infamous 'Broken English' album. it's dark, eerie, gothic, from 1979 and dozens of 'fuck' 'cock' and similar words. it was Nº1 in Ireland. thinking back on Stuart's speech i totally understand it *naughty grin*. i love "Witches' Song" and "Brain Drain", but "Why D'Ya Do It" (The Cocksucking Assfucking remix) is much funnier... ^-^

okay, kieren used rude words - tricia can punish him with ticklish actions, but may i please go to blankie now and make it comfy and warm for us? i'll open the window, and throw my inhibitions and t-shirt out, fair enough? ;)

wo ai ni.
ai shiteru.
ich liebe dich.
te amo tanto

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

sempre teu.

hiya *kiss* ^_^

me just about to go offline, missed you much *sniff-sob* *tricia takes pity on kieren and gives him a niicce cuddly snuggle-hug* *purr* *kieren kisses tricia and melts in her embrace*

love you! *kiss* *kiss*

i suspect there's a cold after me, so i'm taking no chances: 2 aspirins, hot milk/honey/brandy mix, good book in german, Nine Inch Nails MP3s of Broken + Marianne Faithfull's infamous 'Broken English' album. it's dark, eerie, gothic, from 1979 and dozens of 'fuck' 'cock' and similar words. it was Nº1 in Ireland. thinking back on Stuart's speech i totally understand it *naughty grin*. i love "Witches' Song" and "Brain Drain", but "Why D'Ya Do It" (The Cocksucking Assfucking remix) is much funnier... ^-^

okay, kieren used rude words - tricia can punish him with ticklish actions, but may i please go to blankie now and make it comfy and warm for us? i'll open the window, and throw my inhibitions and t-shirt out, fair enough? ;)

wo ai ni.
ai shiteru.
ich liebe dich.
te amo tanto

{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

sempre teu.

tricia, baby *kiss* ^_^

hiya!

thanks for clearing my German doubt, i'm sure you're bang on *g* you'll probably be subject to the
kieren-abroad torture now. it goes something like this "ooh! what a kewl word! what does it mean?" "ooh what a huge word! is it real?" "ooh! what was that couple saying to each other?" "ooh!" ^-^ i like to get to grips with the local language, Israel and the Netherlands being my biggest failures coz everyone was so eager to talk (&write) in english. oh well... *g* *kissyhug*

very civic cows you have there. well, ours in the south stay well within the perimeter of the huge ranches they live in. in the north they actually still wander about the streets, being wide-eyed, very horny(i mean they have huge horns up north) (the cows) very dumb, and featuring in several road accidents every year. southwards they're black & white and get milked a lot or are hairy and brown (and get eaten a lot). Northwards they're all uniformly short-haired, from light brown to dark brown, and they're just waiting to be killed coz of the BSE. *sniff* i know i eat some and they're stupid, but still.. *sob* *hugs tricia who then has to pat his back and say "there, there" *

Dying to go to Placebo heaven, baby! and i think one should follow one's natural good taste as far as night attire is concerned. my night attire during winter is the sexiest pair of black boxers i can find. if it's below zero i throw in an extra t-shirt as an option. ;p i'm not being naughty, just truthful, just so you know ^-^ *snuggle-cuddle* don't get funny ideas about tickling me, i'm wearing a t-shirt now! *kieren hugs tricia tightly, knowing that by the look in her eyes she won't stop until she grabs a flank or a foot* *chuckle-giggle* help!

i bet we'll look really cute doing these mad things. i'll bet we could take snapshots. lots of pictures of us in various phases of cuteness. hehehe...

sorry for maths. it's a bugger (to me it always was, but maybe we need a maths-gene - well, i don't have it!) *gg*
btw: Platt-Deutsch sounds like good clean chaotic fun. we have no dialects in portugal, only slightly different ways of pronouncing 'v' that gives away if you're a *northie* or a southie* brazilian portuguese and african p, and asian p, and atlantic islands p. can be identified but there's no other way of saying "eu te amo tanto meu amor!", just z.b.

germs completely gone. thank you *kisses tricia all over, including ticklish bits and all*

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

wo ai ni.
ai shiteru.
ich liebe dich.
te amo tanto.
sempre teu!
tricia, liebling ^_^ *kiss*

good morning my love! 'germs' are like viruses, bacteria, microbes, things that transmit/cause diseases. i'm starting this blog with them because they stay away from me now. it's the hint of cinnamon/chockie that hangs about me, it kills them off. i hope you react better. i mean, "my boyfriend smells of cinnamon!" doesn't sound too serious, does it? *tries to look very cute* *purrs*

my father (with whom i have very little things in common) has that TV as background noise compulsion, even when i'm at home!! now of course i do almost the same. almost ^-^

i like Placebo. i'm sure NIN won't kill me. after you listen to 2 tracks i'm forbidden to listen to when i visit my father, one's by The Gift, a portuguese kind of hip-hop going mental/classical band. The vocalist has a three octaves range, but mostly uses the lowest bit of the lower one. first time i heard it i was alone, it was night and i was scared shitless, if you pardon my language. the other is one by Ute Lemper. she decided to do a cover version of "Padam, Padam" where the piece of music that haunts her follows her voice in the shape/form of crashes, bangs, an orchestra decomposing, bits of silence broken by high-pitched screams and violins. gotta stop babbling about Ute. she's my type musically, but she's nearing 40 and happily married and i can only love you because that's the reason i was born - so no jealousy, okay? *kissyhug* *snuggle-cuddle*

i do have a German doubt (the language, i mean *g*) i'm sure you know that refrain(i'm writing it using double-'s', ok? sorry if i put small letters in words that are capitalized...me German-daft)
" Ich bin von Kopf bis Fuss auf Liebe eingestellt, das ist meine Welt und sonst gar nichts "? well, Ute sings it, like a good germanic person, but at the very end she pronounces it different and i wanted to ask if it's any dialekt you recognise *hehehe*
it goes "Ik bin von Kopf 'mFuss auf Liebe ein'estellt, dat is' meine Welt uns sonst jar ni'ts" is she maybe just suffering from too much tequilla? *ggg*

have you noticed how early i get up on saturdays? i just wanted to check my blog, i went to bed sooo early last night *kissyhug*

you keep all your ^^'''' s, i'm sure you're more of a ^-^ by now. Hehehe...

sorry about lousy weather, and i do get your point about driving even when it snows and it's icy, my guess is they don't want to take the blame if you occasionally bump into a cow or something. or maybe a tourist coach full of Spaniards and Germans *fangs start to show through* *so sorry, das ist meine Natur...* *grrowl* *snuggle-cuddle, fangs retreat* *purr* *kiss*

cold climate indoors is not a problem to me, it'll stop me walking about semi-nude like i do here *naughty g*, besides, all the germs get killed in the cold. very healthy...`*g* ^_^

wo ai ni
ai shiteru
ich liebe dich
te amo tanto!
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
sempre teu.

Friday, December 15, 2000


hiya liebling ^-^

*kissyhug* *one more long snuggly-cuddly hug & lots of kissies*

i'm so glad you're a born tv-junkie. i am, too - as you can tell. only worse, maybe (maybe? *g*)

you sooo don't have to apologize for being a tv&film freak-nerd like me. Met'inks i forgive U dat *ticklish kisses down tricia's chin and neck* in the end, common sense (well, *my* kind of common sense) will prevail and i'll just take you a Deluxe Selection that's hate-proof, you'll find yourself liking all that stuff even if you don't want to coz i'll be staring at you with my vampire eyes. Then, when that fails, i'll use my little kitten eyes and *purrr*....

driving-lessons, can you still have them in Winter. i heard of snowy countries where you just don't 'coz of all that ice that forms over the roads during the night. but maybe you're using chains. on your tyres, i mean, not for personal amusement. not unless you had me 'restrained' already *pervert grin*
you be extra-extra-careful with those lessons. i'm watching over you full time now.

g'd night coz i'm going to bed early coz it was an exhausting day and it endend up pouring with rain. i *won't* catch a cold, i won't!
i'll keep blankie safe from germs and warm it up for you, yes? and snuggle all you want, i like our body heat as a preventive measure for colds
*big kissyhug* *long, cosy snuggle-cuddle*

don't use ^^'''' just coz i'm mad about making lists, i bet there's hundreds of items that could be there if you wrote them and if i didn't know them i'd just kiss you. i might do that in Real Life if i'm stuck for words, i might cuddle-hug you, or kiss you. don't think too badly of me, it's my way of telling you "i'm lost for words, i love you, love you, love you..." okay? ^-^

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

*kissyhug*cuddle*snuggle* come to blankie whenever you want. i have a small ("frasco", Fleische? tiny, tiny bottle --> what is it in German?) tiny-bottle of cinnamon on my bedside table now. i must be going mad *ggg*

ich liebe dich
wo ai ni
ai shiteru
te amo tanto!

sempre teu.

hiya baby ^_^ *big kiss*

just remembered important things i haven't packed, i'll just post them here and you tell me to sod off in case i'm abusing your patience *gg* (it's okay, i know you wouldn't say that, you'd be very tolerant of my foolishness - that's the kind of person you are: purrrfect!) *kissyhug*
so here:
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Vampyr(1930, Danish but silent)
The Haunting (the 1963 original, NOT last year's crap re-make)
Mystic Pizza (Julia Roberts plays a portuguese pizza girl. Yay! it's not that i like her, but it's so kewl-ironic)
This Life (the BBC series) - all 27 episodes
10 episodes of Space: 1999
4 episodes of ST: Voyager
33 episodes of Star Trek (original series)
6 episodes of Hamish MacBeth (starring Robert Carlyle)
All episodes of Absolutely Fabulous (Jennifer Saunders, Joanna Lumley, Julia Sawalha, June Whitfield)
All episodes of Class Act (starring Joanna Lumley)
All episodes of Mapp And Lucia (Nigel Hawthorne, Geraldine McEwan, Prunella Scales)
All episodes of Jeeves and Wooster (Stephen Fry & Hugh Laurie)
most episodes of The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes (starring Jeremy Brett)
lots of taped from tv episodes of: Mad About You(Helen Hunt, Paul Reiser), Profiler(Ally Walker), The X-Files, Party Of Five(Neve Campbell, Scott Wolf, Jeniffer Love Hewitt), The Sentinel
Priest (Linus Roache, Tom Wilkinson, Robert Carlyle)


okay, that's it. in case i run the risk of making myself too subtle (hihihi) can i burden you with who are the (dead & alive) folk that really turn on my brain and get under my skin? some you already know, but anyway... *kisses tricia's chin and neck and ticklish surfaces so as she doesn't fall asleep*

Greta Garbo, Katharine Hepburn, Montgomery Clift, Claire Bloom, James Wilby, Helena Bonham-Carter, John Gielgud, Emma Thompson, Rupert Graves, Julian MacMahon, Helen Hunt, Stephen Fry, Hugh Laurie, Ewan McGregor, Linus Roache, Robert Carlyle, Gregory Peck, Lillian Gish, Conrad Veidt, Michael Maloney, Imelda Staunton, Jason Flemyng, Toni Collette, Russell Crowe, Ute Lemper, Andrew Lincoln, Julie Delpy, Kristin Scott-Thomas, Judi Dench, Patricia Routledge, Vanessa Redgrave, Cary Elwes, William MacNamara, Ethan Hawke, Maggie Smith, Jeremy Brett, Catherine Deneuve, Maria DeMedeiros, Til Schweiger, Craig Kelly, Aidan Gillen, Harrison Ford, Olivia DeHavilland, Ralph Fiennes, Colin Firth, Emily Watson, Kate Beckinsdale, Kate Winslett, Greg Wise, Martin Landau, Wendy Hiller, Celia Johnson,...,.... hehehehehehe... those are my main ones, and i may have forgotten someone HeheheheHe !

*kissyhug* *cuddle* *snuggle*

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

wo ai ni
ai shiteru
je t'aime
io ti amo
i love you
ich liebe dich
te amo

*kiss-hug* *snuggle-cuddle* *forehead-to-forehead nose rub, lips touching and playfully exploring...* * "i'm in Paradis" grin*

sempre teu.

*kiss* tricia *kissyhug* liebling, *hug-snuggle-cuddle* baby mine ^-^

i'm blogging so early on (10:30 here), must mean i'm about to babble-ramble. we'll see... *g*

i'm not saying you're not going crazy (hehehe), but i'd love this to happen to me, say, go look for those extra 20 pages i must add to my thesis and found out i'd already done that. *dreamy sigh*

now to more important issues ^_^
(not that i don't think your mental health is extremely important, but who am i to say anything about sanity? *gg*)

as you know, i'm a multi-faceted guy. like a diamond *chuckle-giggle-ROTFL ! * , so...

flying-kieren lands on flight LH 2824 from Frankfurt at 14:05 MET Thu,28th 2000 *takes tricia in his arms and does Dance-of-Joy, while humming "...13 days!..." *

jumping-kieren is mad with excitement at the prospect of playing 'Silent Hill'. he's also more than a little excited at the possibility of being restrained (yes, i confess - i like to be helpless in your hands *kissy* *naught g*)

naughty-kieren is thrilled to know your silly-girly-cutesy side will be on display. met'inks dat's sehr kewl...hehehe...

easily-scared kieren: we'll be in a small village? surrounded by woods? in Winter? at night? oh My God, it's my dream come true! *g*
can't wait for those child-zombies to start grabbing us. i'm sure you'll be very safe under my shirt *kiss* just remember i'm very ticklish when i'm jumpy. it could get out of hand, at least i hope it does *innocent grin* ^_^

i'm still having a secret hope for snow...and for a half-decent standard of service in Lufthansa *gg*

*hug-cuddly-snuggle* *nose-rubbing* *kieren kisses tricia's forehead* *chin* *lips*
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
*kisses* *purrrr*

wo ai ni
je t'aime
ai shiteru
io ti amo
ich liebe dich
te amo

sempre teu.



Thursday, December 14, 2000

tricia, liebling ^_^ *kissyhug*

poor baby, that's a SCARY game if ever i heard of one. still, im thinking completely naughty thoughts like "hmm...poor tricia, she'll probably need a cuddle-snuggle to make her feel safe... and then a thousand cuddly hugs*. of course, i might need to be hugged back. i don't shriek at huge scares. i jump. back, into someone's lap, out of the window... *g* i'm a born jumper. lol!

did i mention my Age Of Empires is the collector's ediction for people with no social life? (meaning it's I, II and several other extra bits). it makes me soo sad (well, sad as in Vince-sad, not :-( - sad

dying to be Harry. hehehe...

10ºC, how dare it be 10ºC? Winter's coming, it's Austria, there's got to be some snow. All over the country! *starts pouting "i wants my snow!..." * *kisses tricia*

you'll be happy to know my packed bags thus far (only the nice bits to listen to and watch and play) are already heading for excess weight. *g* *purrr*

had a call saying to revalidate my tickets tomorrow - they found me a slightly cheaper way to go. schedule is the same (i'm still landing at 2:05 pm - MET ^-^) but the flight is Lufthansa all the way and i get to save about 350 Schillings. i know you told me their meals were not that good, or the service - but you said the same about Austrian, so... i'll probably survive *kisses tricia long and slow and deep*

g'd night Beloved, i'll be getting our blankie warm for you if i get there first. i'm doing bedside research on "CDs tricia will love", which is best done in my cosy blankie, semi-dark bedroom and with a remote control for the hi-fi which is a bit temperamental...

anyway *kiss* *hug* *cuddle* *snuggle* see you there *purr*

wo ai ni
je t'aime
ai shiteru
ich liebe dich
te amo
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}

sempre teu.


tricia *kiss forehead* liebling *kiss chin* g'd mornin' *kiss lips*

14! OMG-YAYYAY it's thursday, then there's another thursday before Christmas or sumthin' *g*, then it's *our* thursday. will my poor heart/brain/muscular co-ordination survive this ordeal of waiting?

i was relieved to know you had an average day, but i know an 'average' wednesday isn't usually very good, so in case you're keeping bad things for me i'm going to have to *hug-cuddle* you and maybe *kiss* you some more. i just can't help it *purr* ^-^

New plan for New Year's Eve sound kewl, met'inks *big grin*. Snow's kewl. So few people is good, too. If i'm lousy at this scary game i might use my age as an excuse "i'm really 450 years old guys, let me adapt to these times, alright?" can i show them my fangs? i promise i won't bite anyone (well, i'll bite you with pleasure, but only if you return the favour...lol!...)
Tell me more about the game! You're having a huge headstart, playing it lots of times, maybe you'll even get tired of it, i mean, how scary can it be? *kieren kisses tricia madly, trying to get some more information out of her* if i tickle you madly will you tell me more? *naughty g*

well, i'll be expectin' you (OMG, ain't that a Robbie Williams cd? it's okay tho --> last interview i read of him he said "Ich wünschte ich wäre Schwul..." bless'im, he's okay in my book now) to blog your heart away

today it's sunny here and it's 16ºC - can you believe it? and folks on the street who clearly spent a fortune on winter clothing go about all muffled up in wooly/fake furry things. i pity them, i do - if they t'ink did is kewl... hehehe...

my day was blurred, i only remember bits of it - don't worry i'm not dafter than usual, it's just everything feels very relative when your heart keeps going "14 days! 14 days!"... ^-^ i'm sure you understand the feeling. *g*

*snuggle-cuddle* *kisses, kissies and kissyhugs*

je t'aime
Ich liebe dich
te amo
love you

{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

sempre teu.

Wednesday, December 13, 2000

*kiss* *kiss* *hug* baby, liebling, tricia... ^-^

poor kieren missed you lots yesterday, but he found some comfort in doing lists (btw: thanks for replying so promptly, met'inks dat derves a *kissyhug-snuggle-cuddle) and in cuddling under our blanket (at night, i mean) trying to re-read Dracula in german, as i'm sure it's full of useful things to say to people *naughty ggg*

me'tinks it's 15 days now YYAAYY, followed by dance around his chair, deep blush and quick sit down. inner dance continues, tho. that's 2 weeks, well 2 weeks from tomorrow.

today is wednesday, so:

don't let people at school (from little kids to awful teachers) upset/piss/annoy you
it's a very long school day, if you feel shivers running up and down your spine it's me *kissing tricia*
if anything gets really too upseting just grrowl or snarl or smile. smiles puzzle annoying people *g*
if everything turn out to be okay or just boring or average, that's happiness - trust me..i sooo hate wednesdays

glad locking yourself out of your apartment didn't leave you frozen like a big block ice. i already like Key, i like everyone who's friends, extra-good friends with my baby - don't know what the heck they'll make of me, tho...hehehe...

so you liked my poem? *blush* it's really you're fault & inspiration (with perhaps a little bit of my very own madness, no... 'lunacy' - i like that word *g*)

wo ai ni
Ich liebe dich so sehr! (is mom near? hope not) Du bist mein-mein-mein...*purr* and i belong to you *purr*
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
te amo tanto.
sempre teu.

Tuesday, December 12, 2000

my love, love of my life, liebling ^_^ ^-^

i was going to babble & ramble some more here, but... i decided the "cruzeiro do sul" blog was more suited, so *purr* *kissyhug* please see if i had the courage/the nerve to write something there...

*cuddle-snuggle* *long hug* *kisses on tricia's ticklish surfaces" --> hehehe, no i don't mean *erogenous zones*
not yet *very naughty grin*

wo ai ni
yo te quiero
ai shiteru
je t'aime
io ti amo
eu te amo
i love you
ich liebe dich
{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}
sempre tuo
teu, sempre.
à toi - pour toujours
jetzt und für immer
tuo per sempre.
tricia, lux vita emi, luce dei miei ochi, beloved mine, baby ^-^ ^-^

kieren think it's 16 days now! 16 -YAYYY-16 (sechszehn?) i think i'm in such a frenzy of expectation and *good anxiety* as i don't remember being.

'odd' phrases i'd like to learn in german are not so very odd, you just check out some of them *gg* :
>> I'm madly in love with you
>> hug me
>> you're mine! Grrowl!
>>i'm yours...purr...
and also(when you're hundreds of meters away)
>> i'd like a softer balnket please
and maybe to mom
>> thanks for everything, have i mentioned i'm completely in love with tricia and that's she's MineMineMine?

see, not very odd phrase(s) at all (chucle, followed by a multitude of giggles)

all the same, thanks for helping me with the little details of life when/where German might be needed... *kiss* *purrrr*

loved your blog, love you so much *kiss* *kissyhug* *cuddle-snuggle* --> long duration *g*

wo ai ni
ai shiteru
ich liebe dich
io ti amo
eu te amo,
te amo tanto!
*kiss* *cuddle* *kiss*
sempre teu.

Monday, December 11, 2000

tricia, baby ^_^

have no idea how my last blog went into quadruplicate. kieren's verry ashamed and embarassed and all...

*purr* let me rub my lips against you chin, the curvature of your throat, your forehead... *tricia's the best, she consents...* *kieren rubs his lips against tricia's chin, the curv of her throat, her forehead* bonus points: *nose-rubbing*

wo ai ni
ich liebe dich
te amo tanto.
sempre teu.
tricia, baby ^_^

have no idea how my last blog went into quadruplicate. kieren's verry ashamed and embarassed and all...

*purr* let me rub my lips against you chin, the curvature of your throat, your forehead... *tricia's the best, she consents...* *kieren rubs his lips against tricia's chin, the curv of her throat, her forehead* bonus points: *nose-rubbing*

wo ai ni
ich liebe dich
te amo tanto.
sempre teu.

hiya ^-^

amor da minha vida. my lips and mouth are squeaky clean - i've just dusted bits of with with cinnamon... it's not that i'm unimaginative, i just like this flavour . it's indissisociable from the whole of you *gentle kiss on the lips* *gentle lick* *kieren kisses tricia's chin and under hear chin where throat/neck area look sensitive. he then he's very ashamed and helps lick tricia clean*

*kiss* *kiss* *huggy-snuggle-cuddle*

yes you're my main desktop theme. i know it's very *straight* and could be ewww. but it's you whom i love more than myself, so either get out of under that table or let me join you there and tickle you without mercy *kiss* okay, a liitle mercy *cuddle*

i know it's daft of me, but i like to know the odd phrase in German. i'm sure i won't embarass the 2 of us with my accent *naughty grin*

where did you get the idea you shouldn't buy me childish prezzies* i love them. i don't remeber asking you *not* to buy me those ^-^
so stop panicking, okay? *kiss* any prezzie from you i'll treasure - maybe i have my favourite one, but knowing it was My Baby that gave them to me... *kieren melts into tricia's embrace* *purrs a lot, too... *g*

*deine Augen sind die schönsten auf der welt*

i'll check the former duty-free shops to see if it's allowed. if not i'll take the reamainder of my poor savings, and i'll be laughing like mad all the way from the bank.

miss you madlier than yesterday
wo ai ni
*kissy hug - cuddle-snuggle*
see you at blankie-time on blankie-land? sweet dreams for tonight
i'm teu, sempre teu. te amo tanto.
^-^ and i'm almost there ^-^



hiya ^-^

amor da minha vida. my lips and mouth are squeaky clean - i've just dusted bits of with with cinnamon... it's not that i'm unimaginative, i just like this flavour . it's indissisociable from the whole of you *gentle kiss on the lips* *gentle lick* *kieren kisses tricia's chin and under hear chin where throat/neck area look sensitive. he then he's very ashamed and helps lick tricia clean*

*kiss* *kiss* *huggy-snuggle-cuddle*

yes you're my main desktop theme. i know it's very *straight* and could be ewww. but it's you whom i love more than myself, so either get out of under that table or let me join you there and tickle you without mercy *kiss* okay, a liitle mercy *cuddle*

i know it's daft of me, but i like to know the odd phrase in German. i'm sure i won't embarass the 2 of us with my accent *naughty grin*

where did you get the idea you shouldn't buy me childish prezzies* i love them. i don't remeber asking you *not* to buy me those ^-^
so stop panicking, okay? *kiss* any prezzie from you i'll treasure - maybe i have my favourite one, but knowing it was My Baby that gave them to me... *kieren melts into tricia's embrace* *purrs a lot, too... *g*

*deine Augen sind die schönsten auf der welt*

i'll check the former duty-free shops to see if it's allowed. if not i'll take the reamainder of my poor savings, and i'll be laughing like mad all the way from the bank.

miss you madlier than yesterday
wo ai ni
*kissy hug - cuddle-snuggle*
see you at blankie-time on blankie-land? sweet dreams for tonight
i'm teu, sempre teu. te amo tanto.
^-^ and i'm almost there ^-^


g'd afderdood baby ^-^

don't worry, i don't habe a cold yet, i just have my mouth stuffed with chockie croissant again *offers tricia a replay of that always popular "you start at this end of the croissant, and i start at that and we meet in the middle and kiss"* *kisses tricia anyway* sorry, you probably all full of chockie croissant but i just had to kiss you ^-^

great news! ticket in hand!!! YAYYYYYY 17 days from now at this very time i'll be landing in Linz!!! I swear, tho i still can't believe it myself *kiss* *hug* *cuddle* snuggle* *kiss* or as my dad would say, Ach, lieber Gott...(okay, he'd say Oh Meu Deus, but never mind that) there's one cloud in my sunny sky, i'll have to confirm my return flight. but since what matters to me now is getting there fast, and the confirming*gg*is to be done in Linz proper, i'm not bothered... i'm sure you'll help me if my non-existent German fails me. i'm sure you'll help get back here and not look at me with a naughty grin and say "i'm sorry but they say they're all booked up, now you'll have to stay with my other pets and at wekkends i'll play with you" - *chuckle-giggle* please tell me you're not. Of course, there's another face of that problem - i might not want to leave. i'd stay in ever-cheaper hotels and at nights i'd go and howl at your window cos the moon is beautiful but you eclipse it in my eyes, you shine brighter in my heart and *happy sniff-sob* love you so much *kiss*

i'm babbling. you have infinite patience with me, so t'anks, met'inks dat's so kewl... i have a new desktop theme, there a background of 'mediterranean blues' and there's snapshots of you. i was tired of staring at combinations of Ute Lemper, Craig Kelly and Jim/Blair.
my heart jumps whenever i look at you - i'm sorry to be always saying the same but i have a mild (mild? *gg*) low self-esteem problem. and when i go through your journal, your site, your writings, your pictures, the shher energy that you irradiate... i feel hopelessly inadequate. all i have is half a brain, nice eyes and this feeling that we're meant to be. i offer you all of these. i know you'd never hurt me, but i'm so scared of hurting you - not physically, but... maybe the fact ich vertehe nur ein bisschen Deutsch und ich bin ein totalles "twat" in it. be my teacher (i knew the japanese word for it, picked it up from you...what is it?) *kiss*

so, teach me the German that matters, if you want to i might slip into port-ger... but i'd like to call you sweet names in every language

i tuoi ochi sono i più belle dell'mondo - deine Augen sind die ..?.. auf der welt
os teus olhos são os mais belos do mundo
a tua alma completa me
dein(e)? Seele is so rare and precious and eerie-special...

i'm making a fool of myself again *kiss* maybe it's part of the charm...

completely unrelated - tequilla and vodka are dirt cheap here, should i bring a bottle for when we go party wildly? tell me brands, i love Absolut, Smirnoff, and a Polish one with a long name... Tequilla, i've had and liked it (to a certain ammount) but what's your favourite brand name. i'll have time in Lisbon and Frankfurt to buy all sorts *kiss* i might offer you childish prezzie, too. my haeart is born anew - since i met ...*us*

sorry for typos, i'm really excited *love you*
wo ai ni
ai shiteru
ich liebe dich
eu te amo
{{{{{{{{{{{{tricia}}}}}}}}}}}}

para sempre teu. ti amo, per sempre tuo.

ps - saw the news ad from some fragrance. woman on top of man uses his body to draw oriental characters on him.. bizarrely familiar *g*

sempre teu, teu para sempre. *snuggle*

Sunday, December 10, 2000


hallo baby ^-^

sure after 8 (after 7 for me) i'll be online. it's very sweet of you to fit me in, 'coz otherwise i was just going to curl up and sniff-nap-sob-nap-wake. now i can just curl up with a trashy romantic book and count the hours. *kiss* *hug*

funnily enough i think i could very easily *hug-cuddle-snuggle* for my first 30 minutes awake. provided i had my baby to hug-cuddle-snuggle, of course. won't the future feel so good? *rubs noses with tricia* *kiss on the lips, chaste-like*

wo ai ni
te amo tanto
*kissyhug*
sempre teu.

hiya ^_^

good...er...lunchtime, my love. haven't quite lunched yet. i slept really late this morning and woke up thinkinh "hmm, so this is what an average person does on Sunday morning?"--> lots to be said for being average on some mornings.

i think i have reverse insomnia (catalepsy? no...what's the word?), like this night, i mean, i went to bed early(for me) and the more i slept the more sleepy i felt when alarms went 'buzz' at 9 and i reset them for 10, 11... *g*

did i not say i love you? that's unpardonable... how can i persuade you to forgive me? *kieren kisses tricia good mornin'* *then tries to melt them both into a warm hug-snuggle* *kissyhug* love you.

love you. i'll be online later, maybe you will, too ^-^ i'm asking nicely and all *purr* *snuggles to tricia and asks her to play with his hair*

wo ai ni
ai shiteru
te amo tanto
*hug-cuddle-snuggle* *kiss* *kiss* *kiss*
sempre teu.